Chinese?

if my dang desktop could post chinese lyrics...

i swear, so many.

Finally..

apple flavoured yakult.
brownies.
cherry garcia.
2 weeks notice.
american idol.
stitch soft toy.
photoframe.
shades.
wasted.
35 bucks cab fare.
maestro bistro.
ding tai fung@ suntec city.
"come what may" @ bus stop.
the long winding road home.
the change list.
wrapping wantons.
teasing me about how vain i am.
holding me tight.
all things sweet.
trying on gay looking IK stuff.
hula hooping with Bob The Builder helmet @ Paragon Toys R Us.
Pan the Faun & nightmares.
dead fish on sofa.
drawn curtains @ IK Cathay.
chocolate bits from Cherry Garcia.
Silent FRIENDS running on TV.
gross original flavoured yakult.
green tee shopping.
banana muffins @ paragon starbucks. my treat.
signature pout.
Pokemon.


i've been a fool to not realise how good people are in front of you.
i can't afford to throw these memories into the bin. they're too precious.

i see the gifts, the tiniest to the biggest, i remember the treats, from the most atas to the most minute. i realised the truth, i realised the revelation of an unconflicted mind.

if it means to wait until snow falls in summer, i have to wait. if i came up with wait, i will have to wait. if i had to do everything all over again, i'd do it all over again, because i love you this much to say that had i never met you, i'd be a loveless wreck.

had i never met you, i'd never understand the feeling of being owned by someone, to understand the feeling of fuzzyness, the feeling of genuine movie dates, the genuine feeling of caring for someone so much to show the blunt damn reality of life.

had i never met you, i'd never understand why people cry themselves to sleep at night.

had i never met you, i'd never understand why some people are such mushy fucks around their other halves.

had i never met you, i'd never understand the lyrics of the worlds most cheesiest and cheena pop songs all around the world. (that means Lee Hom, Z Chen & Gary Cao for now)

had i never met you, i'd never understand why long term relationships would mean one of them usually grows fat. (from all that excessive sweet treats you give)

had i never met you, i'd never understand the harshness of life but the sweet taste to love and be loved.

had i never met you, i'd never understand why some people can sing so loud on the streets and really don't give a flying fuck to the people around them.

had i never met you, i'd never imagine or believe that friends and partner can ever hang out together.

had i never met you, i'd never understand the meaning of LOVE of the higher degree.

i'll wait.

SMU applications close TOMORROW!

finally done with my final uni application to SMU. why yes, floral patterns and smart looking male tees are certainly a draw to SMU.

well, while i was filling the forms up, i had a good feeling about this, but hey, maybe it's just me ya know?

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work starts tomorrow instead of today. ngggh. long story.

oh no, my savings are diminishing! retail therapy too much! ack. time to start saving and become a comfort boy.

i'm kidding.

CCWA Dragonboaters.

the CCWA boaters.i love them alot alot alot! many days and nights have been worth the lack of sleep and other commitments. It feels as though I've found a group of people i could really enjoy.

but sometimes, i think it's really bittersweet for me. i know that i'm having the best moments of 2007 with you all, but at times, for me, i feel that it could have the SLIGHTEST possibility to conclude sooner that i'd expected .

chin up, walk along,
and as we sing this heart felt song.
make sure you remember
that the promises we made together

as friends, we talked
as mates, we roared.

like the fires of the sun
let all of us be as one.
and as morning dew forms on the tree,
i'll be there for you (all) as you'll be there for
me.

on a less scarce note, it's 5hrs and 25 mins to reporting time at Circular Rd and apparently i can't sleep.

go ahead, do your worst, i'm only preparing myself for what has apparently been prophecied. for the soothsayer wags his tongue as the harpy flaps her feathered wings to the beat of the drowning sun, for both are oblivious to the facts that they are throwing caution to the wind.

would you take me back.. ever?

if i were to appear to you barenaked, vulnerable in all aspects, would you take me back?

if i were to say to you that i was sorry and wish i'd never said anything negative towards what we had, would you take me back?

if i were to tell you that i thought of you everytime i looked at another person, would you take me back?

if i were to say that i won't miss something till its gone and wish i regretted not doing holding tightly, would you take me back?

alas, just as time and tide, feelings have moved on, but my heart yearns for much security and i've felt that security.

i wish i could turn back time. but carpe-ing the diem, i'll just confess, profess.

as Damien Rice would say.. Sleep, Don't Weep.

goodnightmorning world, working at MOX and a short drink at PLAY has certainly exhausted my engines.

The Straight Boyfriend's 21st @ Bianco

My Colleague Kelly, whom exclaims that i look like a mirrored reflection of her younger blood brother. mmmm.
My little butch cashier. Lee! hearts.

And of course, the straight boyfriend himself. haha. and just in case people are wondering why he's called the straight boyfriend? well, there was once this pestering customer that was being very indecent in front of me, so TSBF (the straight boyfriend) went up to that guy and said that i was his boyfriend and i'm not interested. CHIVALROUS RIGHT.

and on a very obvious note, he's not gay. i think. HAHA. and of course, have to hide his identity lar, skali he paiseh. hor TSBF?

and a few random statements that happened.

# i got picked up at the toilet in a club near where i work. tsk! this guy was quite sober. i was walking around finding TSBF's friends to gather to the table reserved. He saw me glance into the toilet and then walked out, he then proceeded to grab my hand and pull me very close to him! and said that "the toilet's meant for peeing, you shouldn't just walk in and go out!". i explained to him that i was just looking for my friends. and he was like "oh, okay. you're very cute. can i get to know you?". Hesitating, i then just brushed him aside and said "oh, sorry, erm, not at the moment as i'm very busy" (and on another note, CHUI!)

# went to another club nearby to see the doorbitch. haha, yes yes!

# bumped into a few familiar buddies and they were celebrating a birthday too, and they were in theme! so it was quite neat to see them at the VIP area again, but in a different theme.

# my hand was held three times by 3 random strangers whilst i was walking around PLAY. worst, some groped some place down south. NOT COOL. VERY CHUI AND VERY BAD "PICK UP LINE"

# i remained sober throughout! :D

so tomorrow's a long day and i'm still up. man. i wonder how i'll survive. tsk!

oh PS: the brother's coming back in the morning instead, he apparently got bumped off the earlier plane but got a very favourable sum of aussie cash AND a promotion to business class on the subsequent plane ride. NEAT.

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dinner with yongmin was as usual a time of great philosophy. funny how (in his words) "we can still clique after knowing each other for 4 years" yeah, funny how life plays it out.

It's weird that i usually sustain friendships with people whom i have no common activities with, kok, mingshan, ym etc.. but hey, friends are friends, and as much as i'm there fer them, i hope they are fer me too.

and as it's 0400 hours in the morning, i'm certainly not being lyrical about my blogpost. BAH! :D

goodnightmorning world.

Music & Lyrics

all i really wanna do is find a way back into love.

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the straight boyfriend's 21st is in a few hours time and i've yet to get anything.

the gym is awaiting me in a few moments time and i've yet to start packing.

procrastination is my world.