and i bid.. goodbye.

Resolutions and recap soon. clearing up so much shit in my room!

something to end off cherrybonanza.

2007's top 5s according to ITCZY

Songs
1) Rihanna - Don't Stop the Music
2) BoysLikeGirls - Hero/Heroine
3) Jennifer Lopez - Hold it don't drop it
4) Mutya Buena - Real Girl
5) Kat Deluna Feat. Elephant Man - Whine Up

Movies
1) Simpsons: The Movie
2) The Host (korean)
3) 200 Pounds Beauty (korean)
4) Stardust
5) X Men : The Final Stand

Places of Interest
1) Dempsey Road
2) Arab St
3) City Hall
4) Play / MOX
5) Vivocity

Moments
1) MAY winning the Ripcurl Beach Volleyball Tournament with kenneth, anna and ryan
2) JUNE / SEPTEMBER Enlisting and POP-ing into and out of Tekong
3) FEBRUARY Falling asleep on the beach @ Krabi, such bliss.
4) DECEMBER Doorbitching for MOX's 6inch to Flats party (as a gothic lesbian dyke)
5) NOVEMBER Halloween 2007 - my first dress up as a boyscout :P

wtf?!

apparently my sources tell me that some sad little 16 year old twit called LonelyB0i or something to that extent has been using my friendster profile on MIRC.

but apparently he wasn't that good at covering up his tracks.

so please folks, spread the love by informing those who asked whether i go to Mirc that no, i do not log onto MIRC.

and that little boy should really seek counselling or something, coz TAlkIng in AlTerNATe CAPZx ISh SeWWw KnoOTT KewLZX~*.

i am peeved. (but somehow.. flattered :P )

goodbye?

i have this incredible urge to delete this blog.

but for the memories. i'll keep it.

i guess that's me, refusing to let go, coz of all the memories i have.

Post-literary-gorge

so i've officially finished Johann S Lee's book "toknowhereimcomingfrom" within 5 days shows how much i enjoyed viewing his life from a 3rd party perspective. it really touched my heart at some chapters and i was so able to mirror myself in some caustic situations and predicaments he was in.

i've lost my will in cherrybonanza, all i can say is that i'm thankful 2007 is nearing over, which means, i get to move onto a new blog and site medium! just like 2006 made me "abandon" itczitczy.blogspot ..

somehow, i just can't stop thinking about the unhappiness that's within me. the feeling of disappointment or being played out just keeps on replaying in my mind.

i've just finished my gym regime and i'm happy t say that lines are showing. where it is i shan't say, i shall let my results prove it (in a few weeks i hope!)

an extract from a veryyyyyy goood book!

"

I suppose the only good thing about heartbreak is that it reinforces your
sense of humanity

'Heart' - because the pain is felt primarily in your chest, though perhaps
not quite left of centre. 'Break' - because the feeling is one of damage,
devastation even; one of something inside you fracturing or worse, shattering
into a million irretrievable pieces. It can also feel like something within you
collapsing, imploding, leaving traces of nothing behind. Heartbreak can make you
feel heavy, or it can make you feel strangely weightless, because there is a
sensation that you have been drained of absolutely everything. Then there
are the tears, shed singly or in streams quietly or in heaving sobs, and
the fear, no matter how irrational that the feeling may never go away

When i was an adolescent, i subscribed to every known romantic notion.
Filled with as much optimism as yearning, i never doubted for a moment that
eventually i would find true love. It was simply a question of when. I wasn't
necessarily expecting a straightforward fairytale. Like many Asian gay men, of
my generation at least, I had been conditioned from a young age to expect
melodrama in my life, to go so far as to invite it. there would be trials and
tribulations, but there would also be exultation and ecstasy, and eventually, i
would find Mr Right and have my happy ending

"
- extracted from " To Know Where I'm Coming" from by Johann S Lee


just got the book from Boss Ben, and can i say upon reading the first few paragraphs of the first chapter, i am indeed taken away by how lyrical is sounds as you mentally mouth it in your mind. the simplicity of the words sing deep into your soul as though a mirror has been reflected upon you.

silence please as i happily binge on this literary feast bestowed upon me :)

of Family Dinners & expanding waistlines

okie the pork ribs look sparse coz we were all gorging on its lip smacking succelent flavour, until an impulsive moment to snap all the food.

here we go (to the gym) again..