ja ja jaded.

lazing around the house for the whole Sunday gives me lotsa time to organise my room, clean the house, do something productive, make a difference to society and cultivate world peace step by step.

not.

i woke up to a messy room and upon clearing one box of stuff, i proceeded to surf facebook.com, and afterward traipsing downstairs to the living room to watch cartoon network and nickelodeon in between bouts of power naps and surviving on grape yakult and a pau for a total of 8 hours till dinner.

my mind's not in the mood. i really think that i'm gonna be happy being single and STAY single. i don't wanna wear my heart on my sleeve anymore (as much as i insist it's not gonna happen, some perfectly fine potential comes in and stirs everything up, life's a bitch ain't it)

and the fact that it's so complicated makes it worse. aiya. i wish i didn't think so much (as much as many of you all disgree!)

let's look foward to something.

*hesitates*

christmas!

heres to good fuzzy feelings, presents galore, food food foodies, nice lightups, bargains and sales and partying with your friends.

not.

heres to bills bills bills, expanding waistlines, crowded mobs of disgusting smelly people, overpriced inflated items, partying with your unconscious drunken friends.

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i swear i'm becoming jaded on not just the aspect of love, but for life and in general. gah. random rants. stupid work tomorrow.

just call me angsty_b0i87rawkzx@hotmail.com lol