another day in paradise.

1 more day to book out day. and i guess you never thought things would end on a good note.

good riddance(?) is what i'll say.

feeling lifeless in camp is not good. so much i want to do, but time has to take its place. there's like a muzzle around my mouth in this day and age. i always felt like i belong in an era, say 10 years from now, where NS is hopefully abolished.

i seem to lack the literal touch in life, my thoughts are rather incoherent and almost dear-diary like. as i looked back (don't i always) into my archives, i see entries, entries of (non-self-obsessed) angst, passion about certain issues and moral rights. and now as i start mentally degrading myself serving the nation (oh, stop it with the thinking soldier, we're all made to chiong sua, even the clarks! look at those paper cuts), i feel that "memes" give me the satisfaction for the day.

it seems almost bastrial to just be led by emotions rather than principles and values. i consider myself nothing if i do not have the ability to express myself with fluency and zest in any medium possible.

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in camp, there's so much time to let your mind wander that you start planning your weekend in advance. and when you have even MORE time, you plan them by the hours, and you start randomly SMSing people to book 'em. haha. or they sms-ing you to book you.

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facebook has seemed to be gaining much popularity in the wake of the much-HTML-modified Friendster.com. It's network of universities and occupation/brands/company has made it look more official as a proper non-sleazy myspace.com like site.

however, what is with the many applications being added? it makes your profile look so cluttery and uninviting, and you have to scroll ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL the way down just to see the wall posts (after going through the how hot are you? the Vampires, the garden, the start system etc..) i'd wish they'd have a limit to the number of applications. and god, the diff between the pictures and the albums is like the diff between friendster's comments and testimonials.

it's literally the same! well, if you got a different opinion, fair enough. :p

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i'm growing fat here in camp, thanks to my status (and when is the #!@#!@$% M.O coming back) i'm just sitting in lectures and computer labs letting my mind wander. How i await weekends, especially when the competition is nearing, i hope to contribute to the team :) let's do this!!