Hotel Paper Memoirs (Adelaide 2007)

i was clearing my room (getting it repainted hurrah!) and i saw this old piece of Holiday Inn Adelaide Paper.. man, i used to write poem/songs alot during my adelaide trips and during that time of great .. feelings.

When i loved thee

You held my hand, my heart began to rose

we broke up, then we said to close

so far away, many miles apart

only choice was to seperate from the start

it's the things to say to mend my broken wings

it's the only thing among others that i want to say

we were great for each other in the first few months

but now, it's gone too fast

i want to make myself happy

after many months of sorrow

there were just that many shoulders

for my tears to borrow

it was a great tragedy

a future wasn't on our list

bitter tears and broken hearts

reconciliations was my greatest wish

then the truth came out

and your heart was devoted to someone else

oh so sad, this fairytale didn't materialise

so sad that our hearts never again were to rise

too bad, you'll never taste the sweet sincerity

that came together when i loved... thee.

moving on is the only way for tears to dry

getting out cause there's nothing left to try

i can't sleep knowing the shit i've gone through

and it's all because of you

Far apart (and lovin' it)

weather's cold the heart's cold

but i'm feeling so right

close your eyes, don't despise

coz you're busy with him all night

i went to sleep without a tear

for i know that nothing's worth you near

baby, it's gone and it ain't worth a shit

coz you're far apart and i'm loving it

the comforts feeling right

don't need you to hold me tight

i want some space to tell myself that this isn't worth the fight

dont' talk to me about getting together

nor bout talks about being friends forever

your dreams and fairytales are so wrong

and it's hard for us to get along.

Wherever you are

midnight

summerlight

drinking in the moment

stupid fights

drunken nights

crying over scared shit

now i'm so whatever

when you come back

i'll be wherever

when you're here i'll be somewhere far away

in my happy place

oh times were rought, my heart could not stand,

but now here's the finger

from my own strong right hand

now i'm so whatever
when you come back
i'll be wherever
when you're here i'll be somewhere far away
in my happy place

okay, so THIS was how i felt that night. surprisingly enough, it's different now. but i guess i do have alot of angst.

damn you Avril Lavigne. but my rhyming ain't that bad. haha. though on song it might be different. hmmm.

okay, chucked it into the bin already. so this is all that's left of this memory.