infinite possibilities

just like a star cross the sky, the infinite definitions and musings of each and every individual ball of hot gas.

we react to things differently.

maybe i'm thinking too much as usual, maybe trying too hard could be defined differently.

maybe the sources were wrong, maybe the source was the source itself. one can't deny the many infinite possibilities of every situation.

big hugs and thanks to Alvin Kor who's always there for me, especially in today's tribulation, for hearing out my rants and concerns and always there to attend to me, the laughters that brought on conviction and the interactions we've had for nearly a year? fwoar. it's that fast, and u're still one of the closer big brothers in my life.

Mabel the big sis too! for always giving a fair opinion and being a fair and distinct hearer to my woes. Big sister in dragonboating and always there for a laugh along. jokes aside, she brings me to the ground with her fair comment.

all i know is that, i'm gonna be me. Afterall, many billion va-gillion people in the world, and there's only one me. so why bother to be someone else and be a Xerox Product? Let's have some class and some identity.

Weili was right, he said this "if people say things about you and you crumble, you're guilty then" (paraphrased)

i'm not gonna crumble. i'm just gonna rebuild myself into a better impersonation of myself. an irony per se, but better than being misrepresented by ... myself.