Friday, March 16, 2007

Ranting Site

you're right, maybe we've been too kind. the only reason why we're so gracious towards them was coz we felt like we lacked their commitment and passion.

on the other side of the scale, maybe it's coz we actually have other commitments prior to this, and we really needed to split focus in order to keep everyone happy.

It's pretty ironic when we're trying to create peace between all camps and it turns out to blow back at our faces.

tsk. but never mind, i'm a full-fledged believer in karma. maybe i've done bad things to get this, but hey, what goes around comes around. so i'm awaiting with a glee on my face.

we exercised kindness, expecting you guys would do the same, but then again, who are we to know who you guys are? maybe all we possessed were facades that braced us through the period.

Maybe inputs were different, but hey, we pulled through. we made it our own, but then again, it boils down to say that our focuses were different, our motivations to our actions were different.

and maybe some of us have other commitments that we just can't (and won't want to) get out of.

don't give us the crap on being professional and true-blue, a zookeeper doesn't have dinner with his child elephants, watch TV with the giraffe and humps with the polar bear in the glass tank, there's a humane side of everything and that's outside of work. Isn't there always a balance?

Maybe i don't see the balance well enough, and maybe you guys are being so professional and true blue about it coz you guys get things done. maybe, and i applaude you all.

Maybe i'm just ranting coz you guys disappointed and failed me. and you didn't even speak out prior to the window period.

Maybe i'm just disappointed at myself for raising my level of expectation of you guys higher.

Afterall, what you say may not necessarily be what you get.

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