Fickle Tickle

a late revelation (why am i not surprised?) : fickle-mindedness has always been a flaw in my character.

job decisions and the like are always bound to change, but the stupid (and also admirable) factor of LOVE is that it is consistent. coz when you know it, you know it.

and then again, this song came into my head

And while I know, based on my track record
I might
not seem like the safest bet
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just
yet

And though I know, I’ve already blown more
chances
Than anyone should ever get
All I’m asking you, is don’t write me off, just yet
Don’t
write me off just yet

even so, i guess i've tried, but character flaws (Who hasn't any?) always got in my way.

efforts are different from attempts, coz you placed passion into effort but you placed time into attempt. there's a difference.

and boys and girls, let's make this official, i've left the pub job! hurrah hurrah and all that jazz (yeah right -.-), BUTTTTTT, this gives me a better opportunity to have more normal conversations with the StraightBF Leon & The Big Sister Kelly. Shangri La The Line sounds good yup? :D

your name is still engraved in my heart, baby i still believe. you may not, i don't blame you, my track record is tainted. all i'm asking is chances. they're risky, but if it MIGHT make the both of us happier. why not?

i still wish to be your sunflower.