I needn't explain myself. just the shallow reason will do (:

i needn't explain myself. :)

perceptions could be formed. but when i stand without a guilty consience, i try my best not to think too much on the negatives.

now that's some daily detox mantra for ya stigma.

sometimes, it's for the greater good, or rather, for the majority that there'll be a matyr. take Jesus for example, He died for humanity (or so the doctrines say). so yes, the Matyr for ya. was he well respected? well to the christians He was.

in the current context, i speak with anonymity and hope that it settles soon. I needn't explain myself at the drop of the pin. I think most importantly, everyone was happy at that event.

think the worse of me, but there's always a reason and motive, and things are better said through actions than words.

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on a more career-oriented statement, i got a 2nd interview at the office itself. a big hip hip hooray. now who can give me a politically correct statement on marketing communications?

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on a more religious note, i feel that I have got to be connected with God. Sin or not, hell (no pun), i'm gonna be by Him. He loves ALL. and i don't care if there are indecent pervertic acts in other corporate managerial positions and adulterous affairs in mega hosts, we are ALL not perfect, so clam up about being so holey moley. enough of that hiearchy.

so here's to quiet time, solitude and blessings. I'm gonna pray like before. and just as you accepted your leaders O father, they have their closets full of skeletons, waiting to jump out and i'll show you my closet full of bones and ashes.

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there's a paradigm shift in the air. i can sense it. some things need to be done. and i won't be quoting on if-i-could-turn-back-time. carpe diem and i'm carpe-ing it. i'll salvage what i have and rework on what we can do. or at least.. i can.

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my accounts healthy now, thanks to Pay day. now that's no April Fools. :)

good night world, i've had a long day at the shop.