Finally..

apple flavoured yakult.
brownies.
cherry garcia.
2 weeks notice.
american idol.
stitch soft toy.
photoframe.
shades.
wasted.
35 bucks cab fare.
maestro bistro.
ding tai fung@ suntec city.
"come what may" @ bus stop.
the long winding road home.
the change list.
wrapping wantons.
teasing me about how vain i am.
holding me tight.
all things sweet.
trying on gay looking IK stuff.
hula hooping with Bob The Builder helmet @ Paragon Toys R Us.
Pan the Faun & nightmares.
dead fish on sofa.
drawn curtains @ IK Cathay.
chocolate bits from Cherry Garcia.
Silent FRIENDS running on TV.
gross original flavoured yakult.
green tee shopping.
banana muffins @ paragon starbucks. my treat.
signature pout.
Pokemon.


i've been a fool to not realise how good people are in front of you.
i can't afford to throw these memories into the bin. they're too precious.

i see the gifts, the tiniest to the biggest, i remember the treats, from the most atas to the most minute. i realised the truth, i realised the revelation of an unconflicted mind.

if it means to wait until snow falls in summer, i have to wait. if i came up with wait, i will have to wait. if i had to do everything all over again, i'd do it all over again, because i love you this much to say that had i never met you, i'd be a loveless wreck.

had i never met you, i'd never understand the feeling of being owned by someone, to understand the feeling of fuzzyness, the feeling of genuine movie dates, the genuine feeling of caring for someone so much to show the blunt damn reality of life.

had i never met you, i'd never understand why people cry themselves to sleep at night.

had i never met you, i'd never understand why some people are such mushy fucks around their other halves.

had i never met you, i'd never understand the lyrics of the worlds most cheesiest and cheena pop songs all around the world. (that means Lee Hom, Z Chen & Gary Cao for now)

had i never met you, i'd never understand why long term relationships would mean one of them usually grows fat. (from all that excessive sweet treats you give)

had i never met you, i'd never understand the harshness of life but the sweet taste to love and be loved.

had i never met you, i'd never understand why some people can sing so loud on the streets and really don't give a flying fuck to the people around them.

had i never met you, i'd never imagine or believe that friends and partner can ever hang out together.

had i never met you, i'd never understand the meaning of LOVE of the higher degree.

i'll wait.