heaven hath no entrance without you

just as candle collects wax at the base when lit, so does my affection for you.

we were so brightly shining, with each other.
heated passion, burning deep in the night.
bodies entwined, moved in the spirit.
love making so tender that the wind breathed easily.

heated flames and singing thoughts of leaving,
tears that led to passionate affections that lasted all night.
departure was never an easy word to say.

a delayed reaction to realise that seperation was as good as death.

many a merry drunken satire, that led to a growing irritant.
many a wasted night, that led to an increasing disappointment.

many a quarrels, that slowly teared you away from me.
and many tears shed that had no depth till a revelation came by.

emerging from a cocoon is what they always said i've been.
a more mature, a more careful, a more simple minded teen.

moved by instincts and not nature, disappointments brushed aside
for there's something better.

pushing forward past the anguish, the rejection, the social ostracism. there will find peace.

but is there peace if there's no you?

now you're faraway. love making never seemed more nonexistent. possibilities fill the mind. the substituition of a lover. the parody of being replaced, but it's karma isn't it?

finding one's way back home would be so simple if there was a direction. where is this going?

as a pearl slowly forms in the mouth of the abyss oyster, so does love

a transitional process of reignition. but like the greek army, they move by the command of a voice.

words better left unspoken, but holding onto something that's... unsure?

some call it stupidity, some call it faith. i call it fate.