a meme (after so long) from kimbo!

from Jennifer Kimberly Khaw Kai Yim!

1. Who are you? Kimbo!
2. Are we friends? you're my favourite bitch!
3. When and how did we meet? city harvest church!
4. How have I affected you? you made me a SAB ;x u made me like Ed Hardy for a while!
5. What do you think of me? i think you are emo. lol! i think you are smart too!! =D
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? CAM-WHORING AT SOMERSET, u twit! lol.
7. How long do you think we will be friends? for eternity!
8. Do you love me? euu knoes moi hearts euu deeps deeps! LOL
9. Do you have a crush on me? SORRY DONT HAVE. lol
10. Would you kiss me? yr flirt wld slap me ;(
11. Would you hug me? yea, HUGS!
12. Physically, what stands out? your good looks la, happy?
13. Emotionally, what stands out? sensitivity. not a bad thing.
14. Do you wish I was cooler? no u're fine the way u are. hah!
15. No questino, due to the fact that I've omitted it.
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. timbo =D
17. Am I loveable? yap!
18. How long have you known me? a year!
19. Describe me in one word. i.s.a.a.c =D
20. What was your first impression? shoppaholic
21. Do you still think that way about me now? i wasn't wrong.
22. What do you think my weakness is? you think too much! ;(
23. Do you think I'll get married? YES.
24. What makes me happy? BINGING SESSIONS
25. What makes me sad? NS.
26. What reminds you of me? ice cream!
27. If you could give me anything what would it be? AN ORANGE PASS TT ALLOWS U TO RUN AWAY FROM NS N GO STRAIGHT TO SMU =D
28. How well do you know me? okay-ish.
29. When's the last time you saw me? last week! =)
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? don't tell you!! lol
31. Do you think I could kill someone? nah.
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? yay (:

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now my reply to you dear girl :)

1. Who are you? timbo
2. Are we friends? definitely. my binging partner to high fat heaven.
3. When and how did we meet? yeah, that church whatsitsname? :X
4. How have I affected you? you made me realise the wonders of emo rockers like damien rice & Rachel Yamagata. and bitchy ppl exist in church ( i liiiiike )
5. What do you think of me? you are a very EMO nemo. and a shopping fan too!
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? i think laughing your brains out at HK cafe when guanjie had some hot hot ramen.
7. How long do you think we will be friends? as long as i love shopping and u love bitching. (quite long larrrrrr. very long lar ok!)
8. Do you love me? do cows go moo?
9. Do you have a crush on me? SOdoubt so. SABs are SO not on my list of lover turn ons!
10. Would you kiss me? God will KILL me. it'll be like damn incestous
11. Would you hug me? HUGS not drugs. so yes yes yes!
12. Physically, what stands out? your height. aiya. lose a bit more weight can do modelling lar!
13. Emotionally, what stands out? empathy. and open-ness. :)
14. Do you wish I was cooler? no. bitchier? no too! haha. must have a CAP lar.
15. No questino, due to the fact that I've omitted it.
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. jennifer kimberly, coz you're that much of a bimbo to be given a bimbo name.
17. Am I loveable? does a dog wag its tail when its happy?
18. How long have you known me? a year!
19. Describe me in one word. E-M-O
20. What was your first impression? quiet SAB.
21. Do you still think that way about me now? you change into a noisy friendly SAB.. okie lar. not much change. HURHUR.
22. What do you think my weakness is? mmm. sloth!
23. Do you think I'll get married? i'm singing at your wedding!
24. What makes me happy? shopping! bitching!
25. What makes me sad? NS too. stupid green. not even my correct shade lo.
26. What reminds you of me? of kimbo? TAKASHIMAYA LEVEL 4. TABATA AND ZARA. hurhur. inside joke.
27. If you could give me anything what would it be? a hot boyfriend. tsk. u so need one to be pampered by.
29. How well do you know me? okie lar. level 3 la. haha.
29. When's the last time you saw me? last time at crown prince hotel! swensens (you perverts what were you thinking!)
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? i don't kiss & tell :P
31. Do you think I could kill someone? i tink you could emo someone to death.
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? blogspot maybe

people to do this: mandy and whoever wants to! quite a few readers so if i list all i have to do all. show your love and i'll show back too :)

MANDY

1. Who are you? your fabulous karmic twin
2. Are we friends? my fabulous karmic twin
3. When and how did we meet? instant karma! i'd say october last year? 9 months. can have baby together already.
4. How have I affected you? one of my more straightforward and blunt friends ( i like that )
5. What do you think of me? i think you're beautiful in your own damn right (: and you're fugging tall. remember, no heels when you're out wit me.
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? so many, but i think one that stands out is when we closed the Cathay shop to do jumping shots at Peace Centre during lunch break!
7. How long do you think we will be friends? as long as the earth is round.
8. Do you love me? *sings* and iiiiiiii eeeee iiiii willl ooowwieeeezxxzx LurrrrrbchesZxZxZx euuuuu!!!!
9. Do you have a crush on me? nopes. but i DID crush you before (sorry about your little finger. my ass engulfed it that day at ben&jerries)
10. Would you kiss me? we always kiss. cheeks though. no tongue ok! keep it clean (HOR JD HOR!)
11. Would you hug me? we always do. :)
12. Physically, what stands out? so obvious. height lar!
13. Emotionally, what stands out? i think the ability to stay positive always.
14. Do you wish I was cooler? hell no. u're a runway girl. hello?!
15. No questino, due to the fact that I've omitted it.
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. marn-dee. coz we love to twist words to twit words.
17. Am I loveable? forever!
18. How long have you known me? almost 9 months! baby please. must name it too okie!
19. Describe me in one word. carebear.
20. What was your first impression? tall dao stoic rude knnbccb bitttttttch!
21. Do you still think that way about me now? nopes. :) but still tall.
22. What do you think my weakness is? snap decisions!
23. Do you think I'll get married? erm. okie. next question. so obvious.
24. What makes me happy? jumping shots & your own ferris wheel. (when i make millions, i'll buy you one :D)
25. What makes me sad? no money!
26. What reminds you of me? jumper sweaters & chunky accessories really! (since you wore that IK parachute top)
27. If you could give me anything what would it be? happiness forever. and lotsa moola. beacoup bucks!
29. How well do you know me? nearly inside out. NEARLY.
29. When's the last time you saw me? Ben&Jerrys Binging at Raffles City.
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? i hardly keep anything from you.
31. Do you think I could kill someone? nah. u too docile lar. :P:P
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? done that!

Disclaimer: sorry for the flooding of posts within a day, coz there's quite a bit to blog on my aussie trip. also, the SMU application is NOT confirmed. ky! *bimboslap*

starbucks. friends. shes teh man. turtle soup.

:) a sweet gesture. made my day much more bearable.

PS: move over cherry garcia! (sorry derrick), turtle soup is like damn nice can!

blogskin refurbishment.

time to change blogskin!

any recommendations? :)

livejournal seems tempting... hmmm. *expects glee from kimbo*

the quote from "missing jordan"

"when fate gives you a loss, you give him the best fight possible" - anonymous

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there's not enough shops in Adelaide to make this trip much happier. but i gotta stay contented.

afterall, a grateful heart opens the door to positivity isnt' it? count your blessings each day.

also, i needn't defend myself. it's a shame really. people who claim to know me so well to label me are really sad, i don't need to truth myself out to you really.

of Racism & Religion

things that got me pissed off today

Racism

while on the Victor Harbour (pictures up tomorrow maybe), we were walking the long stretch towards the Penguin island, where this fat white bitch just started yapping loud about the "cat people in front of us" and how they "will eat up all our food" , and "do funny tricks like the circus", and something about being yellow.

tsk. cat people better than fat people lar. at least i don't need a wide lens to take potraits of myself.

Religion

was having such a nice time with my brother then he suddenly asked me why am i not in church and all that. and he made this huge stink on intervening into my religious problems. i mean, if i dont' want to share then BUGGER OFF.

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boy i'd love to talk more, but i'm not in the mood, besides, i'm using the free internet service in the hotel lobby.

songs stuck in my head the WHOLE day. (aside from Mika's -omgsobloodyannoying- Grace Kelly)
1) Omarion - Ice Box
2) Infernal - From Paris to Berlin
3) JT - what goes around
4) natasha beddingfield - Unwritten (i love the self made mambo moves HAHA)
5) Ne Yo - Because of You

Day 1 - Adelaide

DAY 1 - SG- Adelaide

guess who i bumped into before boarding the flight?

ah, Mr Colin Chong, long time no see, glad to see you're enjoying work at the Airport. :) haha. we had a short time of catching up over some prata at Gogo franks.

leaving on a jetplane (that picture is about 10 years ago! cute aye!)

HAHA
lovin' gelato on a autumn-winter night.

with the Matriach at some al fresco diner. eating ABs (it's something famous in Adelaide, made out of french fries and chunks of beef, chicken, pork, mutton dressed in a tangy bbq sauce. yum!)

Epilogue: Downunder before NS. Adelaide, SA ho!

greetings from down under, Adelaide, SA. :)

i intended to enjoy and be happy and make the best out of my final trip before National Service (will blog about that another time) . but a few things got me very worried and sleepless throughout the midnight flight.

one of my friends overseas has been hospitalized and placed on a respirator. and i did not know anything until i messaged him and someone else replied using his phone. boy was i and The Matriach shocked when i told her before boarding the plane.

dude: get well soon, weathers a bitch and so are other things. but as long as you're healthy and fine, everything's dandy (:

i also had a bout of indigestion before boarding, and that got me tossing and turning in the most limited and tight conditions of an economic class seat. sigh. so much for wanting to watch all the latest movies on board.

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Yesterday marked my 1st DB training after 3 friggin weeks. Aside from the jibs from the many teammates for my sudden Saturday attendance, i loved the sun and the feeling of rowing. and even much more so when it's at a earlier time.

there's just something about the morning sun and being on a boat, slowly going with the flow of the waves.

we then proceeded to Sentosa for a short getaway, went to redeem my FIVB VIP bag (yay beach towels!) and played a round with yongzhi and his friends. what a close match! pity i couldn't play more with BFF faye & ernie. this saturday girls :)

the group also played silly but really enjoyable games like Dog & Bone, with each of us CAREFULLY looking non-chui throughout the game in case the photographer took a picture of us with our eyes big and mouth damn open. haha. chui-ness.

oh, not forgetting the very glam and artistic leg and hand movements of us whenever we caught a frisbee. call us art in motion. :D

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i think i'll blog proper when i come back, am using the hotel's (surprisingly) free internet access. besides, as always, when there's a foreign place to visit, i'm usually there with a diary. and i do recall my previous trip to adelaide, i made it through about 10 pages of hotel paper penning down thoughts and feelings of you, us.

i looked at them right before i left, and i sighed.

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so here's to 4 days of shopping, shopping, eating, shopping shopping, eating, beach-visiting, wind-blowing, lips-cracking, sweater-wearing, shades-donning, people-watching, racist-warying, shopping, under-sleeping, tabloid-reading, magazine-hunting, souvenir-buying, shopping days.

Ne Yo - because of you

Verse 1:
Want to, but I can't help it,
I love the way it feels,
It's got me stuck between my fantasy
And what is real.
I need it when I want it,
I want it when I don't.
Tell myself I'll stop everyday
Knowin that I won't.

Hook:
I got a problem and I
[Don't know what to do about it]
Even if I did,
I don't if I would quit,
But I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it,
And I know that much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
Baby-boo, but I like it.

Chorus:
And it's all because of you,
And it's all because of you,
And it's all because of you
And it's all because....
Never givin' up,
She's the sweetest touch...

Verse 2:
Think of it every second
I'm thinkin nothin but,
Only concern is the next time,
I'm gon get me some
Know I should stay away from,
Cuz it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession
Won't let me leave

Hook:
I got a problem and I
[Don't know what to do about it]
Even if I did,
I don't if I would quit,
But I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it,
And I know that much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
Baby-boo, but I like it.

Chorus:
And it's all because of you,
And it's all because of you,
And it's all because of you
And it's all because....
Never givin' up,
She's the sweetest touch...

Verse 3:
Ain't no doubt, so strung out,
Ain't no doubt, so strung out,
Over you, over you, over you...
Ooooo....

Because of you,
And it's all because of you,
Never givin' up,
She's the sweetest touch,
she's the sweetest tooouch....

Sgsecrets

this is an LJ community. very similar to postsecret.blogspot.com it's a place where anonymous readers can send down their secrets.

it's rather addictive. ahh the inner voyeur in me. here are some samples. do take a look at the website here




(click to enlarge)

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now the standard's not as good as postsecret. but some local support y'all!

the biggest lie.

i wanna say the biggest lies i can conjure at the moment.

i don't care at all.
i'm not concerned.
i'm happy at our friendship.
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if it makes you feel better then. i'll just enjoy my life. i need to. it's just not spiritually or emotionally healthy. no one's the victim here. the only victim is the time spent.

Thursday -Mandy/Debbie. Friday Naomi & church co.

Thursday with my affable gorgeous delicious naughty sexy bitchy happy crappy mandy :) lunch time @ Raffles City's Ben & Jerrys

i love mandy :)

yes. oatmeal is not that bad afterall *nudges Alaric* cookie dough is always goood..

BUT.

sorbet with cream stuff? such a weird concoction.

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evening was spent with the incredible DEBBIE NG aka dodo/debbox

orgasmic.

sleepy.

pouty.

seems just like yesterday we'd be hanging out with Chong at SIM canteen aye. man memories memories.

thanks babe! it's always fun hanging out wit ya.

her boyfriend mr Koo came by later and we had a hell of a time yakking our friggin brains out at Marina Sq's Mac till the cows came home.

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TGIF (actually no, i'd say that when i'm in BMT)

caught up with Naomi in town, walking around town, before having dinner with Jon, Josh, Clarice & Guan Jie.

the church people is being missed by me. :D it felt like home when we ate at Cine's burger king. silence wasn't awkward. it felt like deja vu. something that felt like it was made to happen.

sometimes, if they didn't act out the way they did and the way they said. i'd have stayed.

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it's been a long time since i've posted about my feelings toward love and the like. i feel like writing it out, but at the same time ,i don't want the feedback and judgement.

it's always a weighing of scales isn't it?

celebrities whom are so hot, it's shaggedelic!

was talking to a friend last night and i asked why did he post about sex on his blog?

and he said, personally he didn't feel sex was taboo.

so in a sense, it's true. sex isn't taboo, unless held tastefully.

so i decided to post up a few pictures of people i'd DEFINITELY jump into the sack with.

ps: i know you guys think that my taste in attractive people is always questionable and always judge (don't roll your eyes mandy reza weiming debbie!) but i'm sure you guys won't disagree with the people below.

Maggie Q

hot stuff in Mission Impossible 3! pity that she had to blow up a damn nice car. but yeah, i'm in for the pan asian look. sizzling!

Jessica Alba

every sane teenage boy would say she's hot. no doubt. tiger beer commercials and fantastic 4 and The Blue Crush, and Dark Angel. Aiya, she's like, unintended sex symbol lar can?

Rose Mcgowan

she's got the classic beauty look, fair skinned, alluring eyes, rosy red lips (not over thick), pity she would have been like top notch if it weren't for the fact that she used to be attached /married to freakshow Marilyn Manson.

Ewan Mcgregor. (yes i know he's a male)

hot sex on an english plate please! In episode 1 of Star Wars, he looked so fhot in jedi knight attire, and sizzled even more as a swakoo clone in The Island. i swear, i'd jump on him (yes a man, don't be so surprised) if he was in front of me.

Brittany Murphy

man, she is SO smoking hot. who doesn't love blondes? she's smarter than paris (and less slutty), she's taller than hilary duff and she's more talented than jessica simpson. i loved her in Uptown Girls and 8 Mile. i love her lips and her big sexy eyes. plus! do you know that MOS gave her a chance to sing for a track in their Album? it's called "Faster Kill Pussycat", go limewire it! plus, i think her voice was so crystal clear and cute in Happy Feet as Gloria

Lucy Liu!

my eternal favourite asian dragon princess. to me, freckles on her are cute. anyone else should just go laser it off. she was damn hot in latex in Charlie's Angels. Plus, the american accent drives me crazy. I didn't like her in Ally McBeal though, i felt that the producers overmade her crazy dragon asian lady stereotype, especially her "dian yan (electric eyes)" were always accompanied with a tigress growl sound effect. at first cute, afterward overdone and corny!

Blake Lewis.

Beatboxer, blonde boy, nice features, and anyone who looks that delicious in an old english schoolboy attire. yum! haha. i know someone else who recently wore this to school and looked so FHOT. haha, there goes my bisexual tendencies. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Jonathan Rhys-Myers!

first noticed as the Irish coach in Bend It Like Beckham, then prominently caught my eye in Mission Impossible 3. hot irish men. the accent is a bit crazy sounding, but fwoar. his deep captivating eyes. his cheekbones. OMG HIS CHEEKBONES ARE MEAN FOR COUTRE.

Amerie!

Asian looking RnB Singer. Something about her, maybe it's her voluptous body, big jolie-lips and deep pentrating eyes. and fishnetstockings in this picture. questionably sexy, but the finger biting thing is SUCH a turn on (on her la, the rest of you girls please don't do it, you might look twit-ish)

Adam Chen

yes, finally a local. mmm. i'd say he's dishier than the current pool of celebrities. casting aside monkey looking and drunk drivers, i'd say he's like very marketable to the tween audience. good stuff!

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there are so many others like Cameron Diaz, Qi Yi Wu etc.. but these aren't as good an convincingly shaggadelic matterial as the above.

what about yours? :)

Birds in the window, Kimbo Sundaes & Chinatown Point

this morning, i went to get something from my bro's room and i heard this flapping sound, so i peered towards the window and guess wad i saw?


somehow, JUST somehow, this intelligent little bird flew into my brother's open door-but closed window room and has been flapping there for God knows how long. and i thought they made 'em smarter. i guess thats why they call 'em birdbrains.

the lunch was spent with kaiyim at Crown Prince Swensens binging (whee!) on french fries and sundaes. oh my gosh. fei si wo le. also going to HMV and buying my DVD box set FRIENDS season 9 -squeals-

and after parting ways with the kimbo, i went walking around ChinaTown before my casting call and decided to visit my chinese roots and heritage by visiting one of its oriental malls, Chinatown Point.

there's something about these little malls, full of flavour, originality and overly-strong detergent floor smell. also, the tranquilty and the nice sunlight beams crisply hitting the clean(?) floors of the atrium.

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i feel very empty.

they say absence makes the heart goes fonder. i guess it does. so much for my Australian trip be of such benefit and use. ngah.

Change.

everyone's constant is change.
how you feel about someone a few months ago could be different from how you feel about them now, or a few months later.

one who denies change in his or her life is probably inanimate.

time shows the resilience of a person.

Monday Blues

CK2U Launch. i was so bored and sick then. ngggh.

so the day was pretty much spent getting my friggin laptop fixed (FINALLY! after 4 months) at school.

boy has the school changed, i miss having lunches at SIM, or rushing up the gosh darn hill for assignments, having snacks whilst attending the movie watching modules at level 9's theatre, filming outside the cage with a heck care attitude (i HATED non-theory modules), and the CRAB MEAT ONIGIRI @ canteen 1! (i just had a piece today, so heh)

the late afternoon and evening was spent with a friend whom i don't really go out with, but after 2 years, mr Jonathan Boon, mass commie school mate!. it really was 2 years ago when we were just some freshies walking around town, loudly cursing smokers to go-to-hell.

we had a good meal at Food Republic, followed by some walking around town (my legs needed stretching after a whole week) and then a bus to his house for some DOTA! after watching him play, i realised how much i SUCK. gosh, he owns.

so tomorrow's an afternoon with Uncle Alan followed by gym and i guess that's about it. unless, i visit someone who's sick at FOX. mmmm :)

Pros and Cons of being sick. week 1

this has got to be the WORST weekend for a long time.

#1- a throbbing headache every other hour is BAD. even the panadol doesn't even help anymore!

#2- a running nose that's marathon material with snot constantly flowing out

#3- aching bones. it's like i've overworked my muscles when i've not done any strenous exercise of gym for the whole week

#4- porridge for every meal. i'm beginning to think i can't take solid stuff, someone should justt put me in diapers.

#5- not being able to go to Sentosa today for beach vball, in the morning i felt better, except for my throat and lungs which felt like phelgm was about to be projected out. so instead of hitting the beach, i did the more sensible thing *bows* and went to see the doctor, and fell asleep the whole afternoon.

#6- missing tomorrow's DB training for the THIRD time this month. this is NOT good, Doctor's orders. i'm beginning to think that the gunrail is a very hazardous shooting area, and the pontoon is a place where people spit at. or the rudder is a russian cow's udder, or shaft paddling be about using shovels instead of paddles. i'm becoming RUSTY! i feel very out of touch, and i feel even more guilty for not keeping myself up to speed with the rest of the teammates.

#7- technically, i've wasted one whole week left of freedom. SIGH.
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but to always count my blessings through times of tribulation

#1- i have been spending alot of time with The Matriach, which is the way to go, especially before me leaving her for NS.

#2- i lost weight! 5kgs apparently, but i have a feeling after a buffet, it'll be back on :/

#3- i feel light headed, whenever i walk, i feel like i'm floating and my head's like literally in the clouds. talk about being heavily drugged

#4- i saved LOADS of cash this week :) by not going out and just lying in bed all day.


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ah. i feel dizzy again.

CK2U Launch @ Zouk & wombat attacks table lamp

so i went down for a quick launch of CK "what are U in 2"'s new perfume launch at Zouk a moment ago. mmmm, aside from it being delayed 1 1/2 hours, the show was pretty much pretty normal, typical caucasian models strutting down the runway with CK apparel from head to toe, breakdancing and beatboxing. aiya, name a cliche it's in there. and worse, they claimed to have goodie bags! i didn't get mine! maybe i left early (right after lucky draw)

andd, silly ol' me brought the camera WITHOUT the battery, so glam. i am such a disgrace to the CreativeCamWhoresAssociation. CHUI. ): LOL.

this has been my trusted confidante for the past 3 days, nursing me through my inflammed throat. plus, it's CHERRY FLAVOUR. now this truly tastes like cough syrup.

and a wombat has just nested itself onto my Table Lamp, happily looking at me whilst i use the computer. I shall name it Marcus for obvious reasons :) It's supposed to be a deep shade of brown, but i think it's the tungsten lighting.

goodnight! tomorrow's gonna be as usual, a short piano lesson followed by beach volleyball. my saturday truly delights in this.

8 days of abstinence to go.

Settlers Cafe & a gift from Downunder!

so a thursday evening was spent at Settlers Cafe @ Holland V with the CCWA groupies! we played quite a few games, but we loved the reflex games alot, and i really thank settlers for not making us pay for the table. i swear, after Slam-wich, i thought i heard creaking and a bit of wobbling.

we played the Uglydoll card game, which is basically like snap, but 3 of a kind. Alaric won the game by getting half the whole deck. super fast reflex can!?

Finally, some dinosaur card game, it's like 9 cards a person heart attack, and best thing? no HEART ATTACK!! *hands on top of each other*. it's DISCREETLY taking the bone, and once the "heart-attack-er" gets the bone, the rest must take, but only one will be left without a bone and he is the loser.

we also had Krispy Kremes from downunder, brought back none other than our resident critique, Jayson! Thank you!

These little fei-si-ni-le spawnlings are so sugary and can literally send you to Mt Moon where you can dance all night with the Clefairy pokemon. However, too much of a good thing can make you sick and after having approximately 1 1/2 i conceded defeat. ugh. as much as it's sweet fei-si-ni-le decadence, it's also very filling. it's the sugar. the sugarrr. THE SUGARRRR *hops hops hippity hops around*

and finally, last but certainly not the very least, and probably the one that brought the biggest smile on my face until it looked like i slept with a coat hanger in my mouth...

something from downunder :) really made my day. thanks dude. i didn't expect such intricate work and effort! i love it. i really do!

Self-Question

nothing matters. honestly, find me a faith that fills up gaping holes of pure errata.

i wanna say something but i can't bring myself to say it.
i wanna do something but i can't bring myself to do it.

sometimes, moving on, could seem like the hardest task to do. also the easiest as well.

what's stopping you isaac? no really, what's stopping you?


abstinence of 10 days. 10 to go.

a sick schedule.

what i've done today.

0000-0900
tossed and turned around in bed. in between shivering and perspiring.

1000
received an sms from abroad. (: thankss

1010
replied. twice.

1030
mum's gonna take me to the docs.

1100-1145
waiting time at the clinic

1145-1245
appointment in the doc's room whilst mum chats away with the doc, daddy's old good friend.

1245-1330
travelling home, in between refuelling car and updating passbook (mum's little tasks)

1330-1800
slept after taking medicine

1800
watched a bit of American Idol whilst eating very water-ed down plain porridge

1830-2330
slept, but kept on getting interrupted by many phonecalls. lovesloves to all..

2330
checked phone and disturbed by an sms.

2330
took 3rd round of pills for the day. heavily drugged.

0000(thursday)
can't sleep till now. tossing and turning

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and i've lost a dramatic 4kgs. because all i've eaten in the past 2 days has been 2 small bowls of porridge. plain.

now no one can say fei si ni le :P (well, at least for now)

Of medicine and paid trips.

i'm heavily drugged!

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isn't it very obvious to others what is going on?
i guess it's really blind commitment.

SICK i am!

i am officially SICK.

fever. shivering. phelgm. headache. feelinghot.

omg. i've never been sick since late last year. sigh.

worse, no ice cream, no cold stuff, no hot stuff, no spicy stuff, no nothing! omg. time for some yong tau foo.

well, i'm off to meet weiyin jie at vivo for a quickie lunch. oh man, head's thumping like no tomorrow...

Monday Blues

other better collages made by the twins, fenghui/faye & fengen/anna themselves.

It keeps on raining one day and sunny the next. why is the weather all wonky?

initial plan was to gym and then suntan the sportsbra tanktop tanline away. seems like i'll be spending more time at home with The Matriach, followed by dinner with her & the elder brother's girlfriend, then coffee with Bryan and i guess i'm done for the day. :/

can my Monday seem anymore MUNDANE.

B&J what flavour are ya?

Your Score: BROWNIE BATTER !

You scored 81% SWEET, 51% CHUNKY, and 70% UNIQUE!

brownie batter ice cream with a rich brownie batter swirl

Mmmm....you are a very sweet mix indeed! You are warm, loving, and caring to all those around you, but you're not boring in the least! You have a wild streak and a creative, unique streak, too. You are a great friend, an interesting person, and you know how to have fun without ending up crouching over a toilet bowl. Nice!

Link: The Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Flavor Test written by weered1 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

bah, i wish i was cherry garcia, as written by a tagger on junvians, apparently it is the number 1 flavour in the world. CHERRIES!!!!! :D:D:D

and while i was doing the test... on the right column

RECENT RESULTS

darzx
no location given

score: COFFEE!: 37% SWEET, 22% CHUNKY, 55% UNIQUE

whoa ho! so qiao. Daryl P was doing it too! *Waves*

Happy Mum's day.

after a very hearty meal at home, i received many phone calls throughout the night, some overseas, some unexpected and some with pleasant news.

thanks to many people for their wellwishes (for the tourney) and concern (etc.), especially Mabel Jie, Uncle Alan, TSBF Leon and Bryan. :)

so here we go, another hum drum monotonous week. and i'm still limping!

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W.A.I.T till u come back.

All about my left body & a wonderful dream

i think i overworked my left shoulder blade and left thigh since yesterday's tournament, it's been aching me for the whole day. any homegrown remedies?

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i had a dream during my afternoon siesta , you came back in white. and we had a long embracing hug. and you whispered 3 words. oddly enough, it was in a supermarket. all i knew was that your spectacles framed your teensy little eyes, it was the most beautiful sight i've seen. i woke up with a smile, no matter how bad things are between us.

From False Messiah to The Gentlemen within 10 months? mmm. you must have changed me alot.

The Gentleman Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLM) Steady & mature. You are The Gentleman. For anyone looking for an even-keeled, considerate lover, you're their man. You're sophisticated. You know what you want both in a relationship and outside of it. You have a substantial romantic side, and you're experienced enough sexually to handle yourself in that arena, too. Your future relationships will be long-lasting; you're classic "marrying material," a prize in the eyes of many. It's possible that behind it all, you're a bit of a male slut. Your best friends know that in relationships you're fundamentally sex-driven. You're a safe, reliable guy, who does get laid. In a lot of ways, you're like a well-worn, comfortable pair of socks. Your ideal mate is NOT a nut-job. She is giving and loving, like you, but also experienced. Avoid the The Battleaxe (DBLM) at all fucking costs. CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor (DGLM), someone just like you. Link: The Online Dating Persona Test @ OkCupid - free online dating.

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i miss you. no matter how pissed off you are at me.

I'm sorry. // Happy Mother's day!

the power of forgiveness.

you'll never learn to love that person until you forgive him first.

will you forgive me? after all the stupid silly childish annoying irritating f-edup, with a sincere heart and a convicted mind. somethings i've done i can't change, but somethings i can do that will change.

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Happy Mothers day to The Matriach who has seen me through my many teenage angsty periods and jovial moments as well. ;)

overseas trips

my 19th birthday
Taiwan 2005

Her birthday 2006

Happy Mother's day to all other mother's out there. cherish 'em :)