selah.

sometimes, even in a group of big people with many things to do.

there's always, as the bible says, selah which means meditate or to think quietly over.

throughout preparation for today's event (Which went very well, we did what we aimed for :D), at laoshi's house for rehearsals and makeup/wardrobe.

selah
selah
selah...

i was able to think things through, and sometimes, taking a laid back but still at a focused position enables you to see and to think clearly without emotions getting in the way.

maybe what i'm doing now is never meant to be something big, but something to occupy and enjoy the best of your youth. i'll never know.

maybe i'll never know what it's like to ever go through the fires of tribulation before tasting the sweetness of love. maybe? perhaps.

somehow, the thought of having one whole month just to myself, jobless (grins) is somewhat of a given opportunity to do things i'd never imagine myself doing.

so here's an imaginary toast to the month of May, a month of experiments. where i'll dare to commit to things that i've never committed before, where i'll compete in things that i've never dare to before and to indulge in activities that i'll never have any other opportunity to.

i'm so tired from 2 conseceutive performances and their rehearsals. hibernation mode!