Wax wax lyrical

it's absolutely uncanny that my 2 previous posts were both posted at 2:11am. talk about being super freaky.

working at InstantKarma could have been much better if it wasn't for some hard disk failure in my two-tonne IBM laptop that I regularly bring out for the Cathay branch shifts. tsk. Its pretty obvious that most computer companies would want their machines to go all haywire around the expiration date of the 3 year warranty.

the human emotion has been countlessly been written, discussed, debated and blogged about. One can never find it's all definite meaning on how does a person feel for another? human emotions to be exact.

Is there any mechanical process and method on how does one feel for a person? say, an extra pumping of blood into the heart that triggers a brain signal to say "i heartzx EuU DeePZx DEePZx" (well to most twits it does).

Feelings are so mouldable and interchangeable between human perceptions. why can't we all for once just get along so well? are we all meant to jump to stupid conclusions after every statement?

Oh why oh why did God create non-verbal communication? posture, gesture.
Oh why oh why did God create verbal communciation? tone, volume, accent.

Maybe just forget what i said, i think that all people should just act out what they really feel, no holds barred. Forget Decency, Ethics and morally upright behaviour. release your inhibitions, tell someone of the same sex how you really feel. tell your child that she/he was an accident. Tell your dean that you did drugs in the staff lounge.

Maybe bondage by the moral society has indeed made us neurotic freaks and hypocrites of us all. The world has changed, so have i, through passages of time and tribulation, have i gotten to know how cautious hermits have gone to evade change, how socialites have gone to making things (including their bodies) change and keeping up with the Jones'es.

What about me?